How

Well let me tell you
This got to be it
Cuz i swear on everything after all that bullshit
How The fuck i'm gone trust you (trust you)
Can you tell me how I'm supposed to love you
How the fuck am i not supposed to cry
Everytime imma try to fuck you I (oooh why)
Aint no way I can trust you (trust you)
Cant figure out how i'm gone love u (love you)
Now all them lies done caught up wit u
plus all that fuck shit that you know u fuckin do
How the fuck am I supposed to be with you
Now (tell me how)

You steady callin
don't get me wrong
I know why
But cuz of you and you know it now I cant have no fuckin life
But then expect me to put my own babies on the line
And literally just for a small amount of time
Just to give you what you want
fuck me and mine right (yea right)
Fucked up thing is after all of the fucking mess
Even after you stole me and both my sons happiness
Where my stupid ass still went
Even if I knew I'd get hit
Still went back again and again and motha fuckin again
Do you realize Im the only one out of the two of us
That had to do all the fucked up shit and take all the risk
And not for a fucking second did you appreciate it
All the beatings in my head and all the fucking blame that i get
You try to throw on me when it was you that was guilty (stop playin crazy)
Thats a fucking shame
See im way to trusting
And to loving
knew that shit would bite me in the ass one day
So now all I can fucking say
(What else I'm supposed to say)

How The fuck I'm gone trust you (trust you)
How the fuck am I supposed to love you
How the fuck am I not supposed to cry
Everytime Imma try to fuck you I (oooh why)
Aint no way I can trust you(trust you)
Cant figure out how i'm gone love u (love you)
Now all them lies done caught up wit u
plus all that fuck shit that you know u fuckin do
How the fuck am I supposed to be with you now (tell me how)

In the back of my mind
I always knew I would find
Myself in the worst fucking place
And all Because of you I lost it all
and I let you do it to me too (i hate that its true)
Then after I lost it all
I was still dumb enough to fucking trust you
Still dumb enough to get a loan
Still dum enough to want a home
With you the person I trusted and loved even after all that u do
Now I know they got some fucked up people in this world just like you
That will walk all over everybody and crush their world
But what I didn't know was even after they could take it all from you
That any human being can keep on hurting someone that they broke down and was always lyin to

How The fuck I'm supposed trust you(trust you)
How the fuck am I supposed to love you( love you)
How the fuck am I not supposed to cry
Everytime Imma try to fuck you I (oooh why)
Aint no way I can trust you(trust you)
Cant figure out how i'm gone love u (love you)
Now all them lies done caught up wit u
plus all that fuck shit that you know u fuckin do
How the fuck am I supposed to be with you now (tell me how)

I don't know what it was that made me trust you after the fact
Guess I just wanted me and my babies to have our home back
You had me so damn fooled
My stupid fuckin dumbass

How The fuck I'm supposed trust you(trust you)
How the fuck am I supposed to love you( love you)
How the fuck am I not supposed to cry
Everytime Imma try to fuck you I (oooh why)
Aint no way I can trust you(trust you)
Cant figure out how i'm gone love u (love you)
Now all them lies done caught up wit u
plus all that fuck shit that you know u fuckin do
How the fuck am I supposed to be with you now ( tell me how)

Genre & Style: Southern Trap, Texas Rap, Hard 808 Hip-Hop, Storytelling Rap
Tempo & Rhythm: slow steady-paced, 80 BPM, bounce beat, heavy 808 bass, sharp snare, fast hi-hats
Vocal Style: Confident female sing meloncoly rap vocal, aggressive flow, fast cadence, clear diction, Southern accent
Atmosphere: Dark, cinematic, intense, rhythmic, Slow (66-76 BPM), Pulsing, Steady, Bass, Female Vocals, Playful, Tense, Mysterious, Slow (66-76 BPM), Steady, Pulsing, Female Vocals, Falsetto, Vocal Effects, Playful, Dreamy, Tense, Bass, Synth, Keyboard