Hollow In My Hands

[Verse 1]
Used to feel a fire
Now it’s ash in my chest
I keep tracing empty outlines
Of a life that felt like mine

You say I’m still here
I don’t feel that at all
Just a shadow in the shower
Watching all these pieces fall

[Pre-Chorus]
Hands on the sink
Breathing in glass
Asking the mirror
How long can this last?

[Chorus]
It’s a breakdown
Tears down
Something broke inside my soul
Like the floor just disappeared
And I got nothing left to hold

I’m reaching for a meaning
But it’s slipping through my hands
It’s a breakdown
Tears down
I don’t know who I am

[Verse 2]
Coffee getting colder
Unread letters on the chair
Every word you ever wrote me
I can’t find the girl in there

Friends say “you’ll be fine”
But they don’t hear the roar
Of the silence in my bloodstream
Shouting I can’t take much more

[Pre-Chorus]
Lights on the wall
Blur when I blink
I’m scared of the edge
I’m scared I might sink

[Chorus]
It’s a breakdown
Tears down
Something broke inside my soul
Like the floor just disappeared
And I got nothing left to hold

I’m reaching for a meaning
But it’s slipping through my hands
It’s a breakdown
Tears down
I don’t know who I am

[Bridge]
If there’s a way back
Can someone leave it on?
A small open door
A hand I can lean on (oh)

I’m talking to the ceiling
Like it understands this ache
Begging for a reason
For getting out of bed awake

[Chorus]
It’s a breakdown
Tears down
Something broke inside my soul
Like the floor just disappeared
And I got nothing left to hold

I’m reaching for a meaning
Please don’t let it fade again
In this breakdown
Tears down
Teach me how to live again