[Verse 1]
I don't feel safe in my head
At night, it gets too loud
I take a little blue to sleep
Then I just black out
Ash in the sink again
Same stain on my shirt
I keep on feeding the fire
'Cause feeling hurts
My mother says, "stay strong"
I say, "I tried that"
I smile with a dead face
Then I fade right back
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tired of the mirror
Tired of the lies
Tired of waking up
With red in my eyes
I pray for a reason
I pray for a break
But every empty promise
Turns into more ache
[Chorus]
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Smoke it till the hurt is gone
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Hold me till the night is done
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
When my mind won't let me be
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Please don't leave me with me
[Verse 2]
I know this road is poison
I know what it does
But pain got a mouth
And it keeps asking for love
My friends say I'm fading
I say I'm just fine
Then I lock my door
And I disappear inside
Pages on the floor
Pills in my hand
Trying to outrun
Who I really am
Some days I don't answer
Some days I can't move
Depression got a grip
And it won't let loose
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tired of the mirror
Tired of the lies
Tired of waking up
With red in my eyes
I pray for a reason
I pray for a break
But every empty promise
Turns into more ache
[Chorus]
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Smoke it till the hurt is gone
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Hold me till the night is done
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
When my mind won't let me be
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Please don't leave me with me
[Bridge]
If I call tonight
Would you pick up fast?
Would you talk me down
Before I fall back?
I don't need a sermon
I just need your voice
Something small and human
Something like a choice
[Final Chorus]
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Smoke it till the hurt is gone
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Hold me till the night is done
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
When my mind won't let me be
I'm so gone, I'm so gone
Please don't leave me with me