Love to hate you, hate to love you

I love that i hate you, but worst of all i hate that i love you
A one sided love can tear you apart,
You the one I want
You know it, yet act so nonchalant
Do you love me? Do you want me?
A one sided love can tear you apart,
it’s that magic spark you cant just erase, it’s a part of the heart.
How does love go? Anybody know? Mostly it’s a multi-season reality show.
They leave you a good morning text, tells you goodbye, just leaves you, not a reason, not a why. Sometimes love can shake us to the core, some mistakes love for a phase.
Sometimes it’s one loving the other more.
Maybe its really real loves door.
Then again It’s called love and war right?
Feels like us, we love to fight,
by night, we back to lovin, our never dyin fire still burnin bright,
Learned somethin new,
plenty room in a chest for a fire to burn without touching a ice cold heart,
You left mine ripped apart. Got me wondering if it was love from the start
Pictured being your woman, you being my man, us summer nights, front row beer in hand, singing a Vince gill Jam
…. Being someone’s ride or die and they leave you hanging out to dry
in your heart, they leave a mark,
A scar pure and true,
Was it me? Was it you?
[Intro]
Mm… yeah
Don’t… don’t start with the talking
Just… come closer
(Mm)
I still remember the glow from my screen in the dark
How your name looked so familiar but it hit me so hard
You typed it so easy, like it didn’t cost you a thing
Like you didn’t hold my heart in your hands just last week
Two lines, no reason, no “can we sit and explain”
Just a quiet little ending and you walked out the frame
And I tried not to beg, tried to swallow the pain
But my pride and my love don’t ever like to behave
So I laid there with questions, with tears I didn’t post
With a love that was loud, now a ghost in my throat
And I told myself “fine,” I’ll be cool, I’ll be grown
But the truth is I missed you the moment you was gone
And now you’re right here again
Like it was nothin’
Like I didn’t break in the middle of it
You smile, and I soften
And I hate that it works
I love to hate you, and baby i hate to love you.
If you don’t want me, don’t hold me
Don’t touch me like you know me
Don’t pull me close just to push me away
’Cause I can’t do “best friend” love, no, not that way
If you’re done, then be done
Don’t come undone in my arms
Don’t look at me like you miss me then leave me to guess
You can’t break my heart in a message
Then still want the rest
You still call me late when the world gets too loud
Like I’m the only peace you can’t live without
You still know what to say when I get in my head
Still know how to make my body listen instead
And I try to keep distance, I try to be fair
But you make it feel easy when you’re standing right there.
I love to hate you, and baby i hate to love you.
Your voice in my ear got me losing my air
And my heart keeps forgetting why it’s supposed to be scared
It’s me lovin to hate you and hate that I love you

R&B, Hip Hop, rap,, Serene, Dreamy, Romantic, Motivational, Cinematic, Female Vocals